Monday, December 27, 2010

It's not like I'm drowning serpents in my spare time.

Slick slipper
slippery snake snicker
flicker
fall into a whole
to flood
faster
never hear you hiss again

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Merry Christmas, bee tee dubs.

Your actions were screaming so hard I never heard your empty words
Falling like paper parchment
Colliding with dry wispy leaves of what's left of me
After the storm of your whim tore me apart

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Optimism Prime

Revamp(ire)
Reboot life via telephone wire
Call on yourself
To be someone else
Suck your old life out of black veins
Spit in scarlet and new
Cold and quiet and leaving that old corpse blue

I never take pictures, not even on Halloween

We went to all the trouble of dressing up troubling
A special pocket in the purse, snug home for the camera
Where it sat all night; neglected
Finding ourselves too busy making memories
Letting them run free of capture

Thursday, August 5, 2010

Going to Court

12 or 6
Jurors or pallbearers
Die or be judged?
I'll take my chances on double the enemies
And risk being hung anyway.

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Good Intentions.

Wouldn't it be nice if everyone's heart was in the right place?
No.
Those places are never the same
And stretch from me to Lucifer
What is that road to Hell paved with again?

Monday, June 28, 2010

Stress is like

and then I asked why you were taking the turns so hard? like a skier veering back and forth on slopes over snow instead of roller skates over roadkill instead of blades over ice instead of wheels over slick asphalt instead of talking there is only acceleration of the needle on the speedometer and the beat of my temples to pulse and my voice. The engine only got louder fighting with the broken radio and the cliff only got closer and then

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Actual conversations are naturally the best kinds.

"You know Mom, when Dad is wasted, he goes through with wrestling with the dog, he doesn't just stand there, bluffing."

Friday, April 23, 2010

I'm making spaghetti, by the way.

You can watch the pot all you want
Beg it not to
It's still going to boil
And you can cook hot enough to kill
Both the germs and the nutrients
It'll still be hot but it won't taste good
Damned if it stops the empty calories
From being shoved down anyway.

Wednesday, March 24, 2010

Damned roots.

Ripe cherry tomatoes in an otherwise wilting salad;
I drop into the water and watch the scarlet sinkers search for something,
Plopping softly with blatant disregard for the ripple
Hoping to hop into caves where they can burst in peace
In a place without the horned hedonists haunting
My ever growing dreamscape of demons with
Ever more dastardly deeds.
I'd rather find somewhere else to grow
Than keep trying to evade
Take my fruits to the lake
And part of me without salt
(for my salty demon demeanor)
will sink

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I've gotten a lot better at dealing with rumors.

You body is wasting away faster than my concern for the knives you spit at me.
It's easy to dodge atrophied insults.
It's easy to resist the urge to air the dirty laundry.
That stinking pile you won't shut up long enough to swallow.
It's easy to float on the pond scum you create.
And laugh while you scream from the bottom of your shallow pool.
At a point one's anger becomes nothing more than a punchline for another.
Always.