Nothing really

Compacting and balling a body like a fist,
so tight and shocked and ready to shatter colorful
like nitrogen to explosive stained glass

Everyone as in You.

Everyone I know is dying
I'm afraid I'll be the only one left alive
What a burden, to be left behind
Everyone is consumed by one another
Each other
Eating over vats of chemical waste
While the mind expands
Chemically progressing
At very rapid speeds
Fatty tissues and fake smiles
Absorbing all that fills the air
Right this way,
I'll guide you to the lungs
And I'll train your eyes to avert others
And to let the capillaries expand
And the blood vessels to break
Into the same ones
That lie to your mother
About where you were last night